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About Me Member Procrastinator howling-gold-fox17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Micheal's Wings

Beneath falling skies.

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It means nothing at all...

Fri Nov 27, 2009, 8:21 PM
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So, My blood tests all came back negative. My surgery was in vain. Life just keeps thowing me into the dark over and over. Tonight, I cried so hard.

I tried my hardest to just deal with it. But I'm getting more tired, and more irritable with each passing day. I'm just frustrated with everyone and everything in my life. No one seems to listen, let alone care. I can't do this on my own, though I once thought that I could. If anyone is listening, this is just another stupid, sleep deprived-induced rant.

Like they say, It's all just in my head...I'm tired of hearing it.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: La La Land!! Yay!
  • Interests: music, art, video games.
  • Favourite movie: Radio
  • Favourite band or musician: Alanis Morisette
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative?Acousic
  • Favourite artist: Vango with his one ear
  • Favourite photographer: Weeze Bennett
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Favourite game: Zelda: Twilight princess
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo
  • Personal Quote: "Try not to die...cause things are getting pretty serious!"
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything you throw at me...except for pottery!

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I am a real good procrastinator. I am a boring person who has no life and pours my heart out on the piano everyday. I play various other instruments too.

Weird thing is, I am not going to be either an artist, writer, or a muscician when I graduate from college. I am planning on being a Medical Technician. Honestly, I have no idea why.
Other than that, I love animals and hate cities.

I tend to have strange dreams that I will actually describe in my art. Overall, I am just a wild dreamer that can be a little insane sometimes. But none-the-less, I am an excellent listener.

I recently got over being strangly ill. I have a rare condition along with other various health problems that nearly killed me.

So I'm just happy to be alive. So thank you to all my friends and watchers, it really means alot to me.

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Comments


:iconyoshijaz:
Hey, so I can't talk on rs this weekend, because I'm in trouble. Paradox can fill you in on the details, but I can't talk until tuesday. )= So, I'll talk to you then.

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"Ryou just wanted to see her again. To touch her. To see her smile." From Smile by ~Ameko-Shadowsong Who also made my loverly icon, from a picy~Mkxkawaiix3 drew!
The snipers won't leave me alone!! *shot* See?! *shot again*
:iconhowling-gold-fox:
:ohnoes:

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Last night, I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and thought to myself, "Where the heck is the ceiling?":o
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Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light. ---Helen Keller
:iconfaerieincombatboots:
Guess who Abenaki Cousin!

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"Da says Jesus is a bloody git who won't take care of no one. I must be better then him,"- Pink, as quoted in 'The Dress Lodger' by Sheri Holman

I bleed Hawaiian Punch!

~Proud Native American~
:iconhowling-gold-fox:
Hey! Nice to see you.

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Last night, I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and thought to myself, "Where the heck is the ceiling?":o
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Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light. ---Helen Keller
:iconyoshijaz:
Hiiiiiiiiii! I see you!!!!!!!!

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"Ryou just wanted to see her again. To touch her. To see her smile." From Smile by ~Ameko-Shadowsong Who also made my loverly icon, from a picy~Mkxkawaiix3 drew!
The snipers won't leave me alone!! *shot* See?! *shot again*
:iconheatblo:
I wish you had MSN -_-
:iconhowling-gold-fox:
I do too...My dad can't figure out how to get it working on our computer. But you have my E-mail, right?

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Last night, I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and thought to myself, "Where the heck is the ceiling?":o
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Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light. ---Helen Keller
:iconhowling-gold-fox:
alright. umm...you can get it from ha-chan or even ask me on facebook. But I can't say it here.>_>

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Last night, I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and thought to myself, "Where the heck is the ceiling?":o
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Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light. ---Helen Keller
:iconwoelkchen-chan:
thanks for the :+devwatch:
:faint:

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